i am grateful but i am angry...

no shame in first light...

take your hands out of your pockets and hold me...

swept away::the avett brothers

over and done...

go now, don't look back...

i've gotten used to being introduced
hello, what's your name, how are you?

they see my smile, my life and the hurt behind my eye
loss is not so easily disguised

i've tried my best to keep on with my sunny disposition
but i close my eyes and end up reminiscing

so save me from waking up tonight
cause i toss and i turn and it doesn't feel right
save me from waking up tonight

left to my own devices i'd stay up till 3 am
spend the whole day awake and do it all again
cause my dreams are filled with pleasantries that make me think you're here with me
they won't let my poor heart mend

i have tried my darnedest to continue smiling wide
but i miss you and that's something i can't hide

so save me from waking up tonight
i thought i was fine but it looks as if i might not make it through the night
so save me from waking up tonight
please save me from waking up tonight
cause i toss and i turn and it doesn't feel right
please save me from waking up tonight

i'll kiss you like i want you to kiss me...

i got my ticket for the long way home
two bottles of whiskey for the way
and i sure would like some sweet company
i'm leaving tomorrow what do ya say

when i'm gone, when i'm gone
you're gonna miss me by my hair you're gonna miss me everywhere
you're gonna miss me when i'm gone

i got my ticket for the long way round
the one with the prettiest views
its got mountains its got rivers
its got should be woods give you shivers
but it sure would be prettier with you

when i'm gone, when i'm gone
you're gonna miss me by my walk you're gonna miss by my talk
and i know you will miss me when i'm gone





carter sisters inspiration

you were running away, away from everything...

time will forget your name...

it wasn't you...

to you i wish that i could say i wish you well
but i think i'll be waiting until i'm honestly able
i'm sure the air is lighter on the sea
and every city settled far away from me
cause now i'm negotiating with the fear
something's wrong with the daylight here
and i can't fix it
crooked or kind, if im free, if im fine
either way, whatever i do
whichever coast, there'll be room there for ghosts
either way, i'll be thinking of you

when gone i have sworn that i will worry not of satisfaction, justice, or the will God
i'm not sure there's any difference in the three
whatever the conscience decrees, i hope we both feel right
crooked of kind, if i'm free, if i'm fine
either way, whatever i do
whichever coast, there'll be room there for ghosts
either way i'll be thinking of you

i'm sorry you're angry...

goodbye...

if you ever can see past you i'll keep some days clear...

ain't nobody leavin till this bottle is done...

horses::the be good tanyas

why did you come if you can't stay forever...

for today::jessica lea mayfield

there is a little lie behind every i love you...

this is my first i love you...

via

spell casting, whiskey drinking poets...

well here I am, undone again...

the be good tanyas::in spite of all the damage

if today would be my last would you care...

start writing, make a list of your plans for the year
and send me a little note in the mail when my name appears
on your list of things to do
if you ever can see past you
i'll keep some days clear...

i can be lonely here
yes i can be lonely anywhere
and i can be lonely here
i can be lonely...





words: the everybodyfields
image: n/a

there is a little truth behind every just kidding...

bubblegum lips...

via

i've had to teach myself not to adore you...