out of the darkness and into the fire..

an issue of passionate concern...

holding on for that teenage feeling...

to love is to suffer rightly...

she fell in love with the stars...

most of my blog energy is going here currently. this new space i've found myself in doesn't leave me with much time and the inspiration is totally different. being in the city i longed for open spaces, pretty rocks, flowing hair and yellow and pink sunshine. beachside i find that much of that previous longing is fulfilled. i wait to see what pulls at my heartstrings next.

how to get your head out of a banister...

headed to foreign lands. the horizon looks bright kiddos. so happy and so torn. life here for me is amazing. i have wonderful friends, jobs, and a dear family who loves and supports me endlessly. why would anybody leave those things? all i can say is that sometimes when life is so good you have to just shake it up. i didn't realize it until i made the decision to leave how stuck i felt. how much i needed to do something different, and trying to sound as un-cheesy as possible, how much i needed to look within and find some truth. the place i'm headed isn't the most reliable when it comes to internet, hell this place isn't on an electrical grid! i'll post when i can so put me in your RSS feeder if you can and come adventure with me.

xo ks

new view

with the faint promise of a smile...

she still whispers in your ear, doesn't she...

the battle against memories...

via

parents: i think you still read/look at this. i miss you. love you. this is for you.

it's okay...i know the backroads...

don't ever change...

how much can you really know...

just give it back...

waiting for the words...

we're gonna go places you and me...

like a diamond in the sky...

the tail end...

you're not sure that you love me
but you're not sure enough to let me go
baby it ain't fair you know to just keep me hanging 'round

you say you don't want to hurt me
don't want to see my tears
so why are you still standing here just watching me drown

it's alright, i'll be fine
don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
take your love and hit the road
nothing you can do or say
you're going to break my heart anyway
just leave the pieces when you go

you can drag out the heartache
baby you can make it quick
really get it over with and just let me move on
don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me
i can clean it up you see
just as long as you're gone

you're not making up your mind
it's killing me wasting time
i need so much more than that

it's alright, i'll be fine
don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
take your love and hit the road
nothing you can do or say
you're going to break my heart anyway
just leave the pieces when you go

-wreckers

i remember what it was like now...

a momentary pause in the act of death...

attainable...